Well, today embarks the beginning of my journey back into the world of fertility treatments. I had hoped I wouldn't have to walk this road again, but I guess its my cross to bear. How am I feeling about it? Nervous, hopeful, crampy lol
Going into it the 2nd time around I do feel different about it. I think I'm angrier...Simply because the first time around it was like "maybe my body can't do this." So I couldn't be completely angry because maybe my body wasn't made for it. But, now I KNOW it can do it, and its irritating.
Why do I have to go through this? Why can't I just get pregnant like "normal" people?
But what the heck, anger won't get me anywhere. So, for now, we hold on for the ride, hope for the best and don't look back. And pray that God blesses us a second time!
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